So you know that feeling?
The one where you are in a pool? When you try running and you feel like you are barely moving? That is where I am right now.
I am running after God's calling--seeking His plan, where He wants me. Yet, God still has me at home. I try to figure it out, but can't, it must mean there is some purpose for me to be here now...still.
I will fight for this. I will follow you God.
A dear friend brought to my attention chapter eleven of Hebrews; here are some verses that have stood out to me recently. Although, I recommend reading the whole chapter; the whole book.
"Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. This is what the ancients were commended for. By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God’s command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible." Hebrews 11:1-3
By faith, I am running up this mountain, awaiting God's guidance and provision. I believe He will get me through, again, again, and again...
